I'LL NOT FORGET about 30 October. I woke up 3 o'clock early morning because I felt cold. I got up and I were my cloth but I wonted to vomit. I opened the door and i vomited outside-I couldn't say my friend 'I want to vomit'- I went to the place which for pee and take bath and I vomited and toileted same time. I and my friend try to go toilet, but I did toilet to drainage because I couldn't see clearly. Therefore, We went 3 hospital by taxi. but there are not doctor all hospital. We came back to a hospital which is near our house. We waited doctor untilabout 5 o'clock and when Doctor came hospital, finally I could go to bed. During that time, my brain was not working, really. I want to speak Japanese and say 'Muri' or something. I vomited 6 times, it's difficult to go toilet even in hospital and I administered 4 intravenous drips-it was almost 12 hours-.
In different environment, what body and mind becomes to weak is so hard. Even if I'm so hard in hospital, I can't say 'TURAi' or 'MURI' in Japanese. I need to speak English but they speak own language-they use 3 or 4 local language- and Sometimes, I can recognize that they say OBURONI which mean white person. I can't understand what they say in those language. Therefore, how I can believe those Medical equipment and environment which are very different with Japan. I don't want to get sick anymore in this journey but maybe I'll get. I guess, Ghana is better in Africa, I need to be carefully really.
I felt hardness of Ghanaian and African. They don't have enough medical environment like western medicine, oriental medicine and osteopathic medicine. Some of Asian countries has own medical culture, even they are poor. At least, I met 3 old women who is suffering by painful of bone, leg and back. Their faith to god is really amazing but it's true that God can't solve their body painful. They will keep to feel it in their life. According to French Philosopher, Paul Ricœur, 'Human's suffering is owed responsibility for person who saw it.' Someone need to learn Medicine to solve this medical problem, but who is someone? I will not come back here as Doctor. Should I come back? I think People who live there should solve it but I saw human's suffering, at least, I have responsibility. What i can do? How I can corporate them?
I really, thought to go back to japan. I can't use cash card, I was stolen my things and I vomited.
it's so hard and I'm weak. However, I'm alive and all of those problems were my mistake. I can continue my journey. I'll go back to Japan before die. Let's say, This is Journey. Thanks Doctor, God, Food, Girlfriend, all of Friends and Family.
Love, Peace and Music